Money For Adults

My wife died about three years ago and I have been in a slump now for a long time. My co-workers keep telling me to get out there and start dating again. For now I really can't see it. It's like cheating on my wife or rather that's what it feels like to me. I even sought out counselling to keep from slipping too far into depression but I still haven't been able to get back on that horse and start riding again. James one of my co-workers took it upon himself to sign me up on one of those online adult dating sites. When I mentioned it to my daughter she said that I was too old for adult dating and that I must not have loved mom as much as she did. I don't know if her comment is concern or just jealousy because she wants to keep me all to herself. She is an adorable young teen and I love her dearly but that one comment about my age was enough for me to take a good look into adult dating. I know that my slump just deals with the fact that the woman that I was suppose to spend the rest of my life with is gone. There may be snow on the roof but there is still fire in the furnace.

I decided to check out this adult dating site that James hooked me up on. I have to say that he knows me pretty well because other than a few things that may need changing he filled out my profile quite well. while filling in and correcting errors on my profile I have some of my favorite easy listening music on. I'm still not ready to take the plunge but the way I figure it an interesting pin-pal or two won't be bad. I'm still caught up in memories that are too good to shelve. But I guess that it is a sign that I am trying to back out of the world because of my loss. I never thought that I would have to do this thing called life by myself.

After logging into my new site and correcting my profile I was surprised to see the responses that were on there from the profile that James did. But for now I am going to take it one step at a time, pin-pals for now then maybe something more serious.