Money For Adults

I live a very quiet life and have not been part of a couple for a few years now. I am starting to feel like getting back out there and maybe dating men again. It's been so long since I stopped dating men that I can't even remember when the last time that I kissed someone or had a man caress my cheek. I really want to get back into that world but after being away for so long it's going to take quite a miracle to get me out there, and by miracle I mean a huge miracle.

My best girl friend is being very encouraging and has promised that she will help me ease into it slowly. For her the fact that I will again begin dating men is a really big deal since she has been pushing me to get back out there for years, she is very different than I am and she has a really exciting life. She lives in the city she is always out and about and though she has invited me a wholebunchof times I have never taken her up on the offer.

So in order for her to help me I had to promise her that I would be a totally willing subject. I gave her the freedom to change as many things as she needs to including my hair and clothing. I hope shedoesn'tchop all my hair off andleaveme looking like a total stranger; I still want to be able to feelcomfortablein my skin, and not like a complete stranger. So now my partner and I are ready to do a complete makeover and get me back out into the big wide world of dating men.

I can't wait until I amtransformed, it's going to be so different to be out on the weekends instead of here on my couchwatchingTV or surfing the net. I guess I let myself get too far away from civilization and had conformed to living like a nun and deep down though I knew I was unhappy I was too scared to do anything about it. So as I sit here I am looking forward to it, kind of freaked but excited. I can't wait for myfirstdate; hopefully I don't pass out in the middle of dinner orsomethingjust asembarrassingas that. I guess I won't have to be a nun after all, with my friends help we are going to find me a man!