When it came to dating services I always thought against it. I had a b

Published Wednesday, 7th Oct 11:20 BST

When it came to dating services I always thought against it. I had a boyfriend for over 2 years he even gave me a proposal but at the end of the day it just did not work out. I miss him though, I miss the way he would stroke my hand at night and when I felt nervous, how we could stay up talking all night and just be happy together even in silence. It was a shame it had to end and a truly low point in my life. It hurts when life does not turn out how you wanted it to but all you can do is just learn from your past mistakes and look towards the future with a smile in your face and a song in your heart, believe me that is what I am trying to do now. I have been feeling lonely lately, I have my family and close friends but I want more than that, someone who I can let into my heart again only this time forever. It was time to look into some dating services, I had always said that it would not interest me but times have changed now, things are different including me.

My first step was online, this was a lot of fun I could chat to people from all over the world and see what kind of people are out there and searching just like I am. This so far was my favorite thing to do when looking to meet someone special, I also considered some companies that offered dating services for clients, this seemed interested a lot more personal though as I had to do out applications and even make a video of myself, it all got to me emotionally though and I wondered if dating services was a bad idea, perhaps it wasn't the right time for me to be doing this, my heart had to heal first and that takes a long time. Days passed and without even realizing it, I fell in love again, he contacted me after seeing my video, I seen his and it was no doubt love at first sight. My heart was healed and ready for someone else to enter it. That was the happiest moment of my life and each day it keeps getting better so I am glad I didn't shut myself away from the world like I wanted to.

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